I've decided to pre-empt my doctor, and cut my medication in half. I thought a good way to start would be to have a thyroxin holiday.
But don't worry. I didn't go cold turkey, I simply replaced the synthetic drug, with a natural one. And sure enough it was a natural high.
Of course you're thinking I went running for an hour or two, but quite the contrary. I didn't work out at all!
My fix of the day came compliments of Roo. We packed up a few tools and went to Elly's house. They talked and shopped, while I worked. They were just on my periphery, close enough that I could feel grateful that they're in my life, but distant enough to stay out of my way. My life is perfect!! What a high!
And as I write, it occurs to me that if I combine my formative years with my adult years, these two women have probably been the most influential in my life.
Not a wonder I'm so fucked up eh!! :)
And as to my drug strategy, I feel pretty comfortable with it. Either the blood tests will come back and confirm that I can go with less, or they will revert back to the original stupid results, and then I'll know something else is going on. Time will tell eh?
And it was fun looking for drug quotes. Here's a few of my favourites/
“They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do just as well — you just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.” ---Bill Hicks
"I used to have a drug problem, now I make enough money.” ---David Lee Roth
“Dope.
They sell that shit to schoolkids.
It's worse than that.
How's that?
Schoolkids buy it.”---Cormac McCarthy
But don't worry. I didn't go cold turkey, I simply replaced the synthetic drug, with a natural one. And sure enough it was a natural high.
Of course you're thinking I went running for an hour or two, but quite the contrary. I didn't work out at all!
My fix of the day came compliments of Roo. We packed up a few tools and went to Elly's house. They talked and shopped, while I worked. They were just on my periphery, close enough that I could feel grateful that they're in my life, but distant enough to stay out of my way. My life is perfect!! What a high!
And as I write, it occurs to me that if I combine my formative years with my adult years, these two women have probably been the most influential in my life.
Not a wonder I'm so fucked up eh!! :)
And as to my drug strategy, I feel pretty comfortable with it. Either the blood tests will come back and confirm that I can go with less, or they will revert back to the original stupid results, and then I'll know something else is going on. Time will tell eh?
And it was fun looking for drug quotes. Here's a few of my favourites/
“They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do just as well — you just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.” ---Bill Hicks
“Whether you sniff it smoke it eat it or shove it up your ass the result is the same: addiction.”---William S. Burroughs
...and then there's the serious one. It took me a second, and then it hit me like a ton of bricks...
They sell that shit to schoolkids.
It's worse than that.
How's that?
Schoolkids buy it.”---Cormac McCarthy
Love
Peter
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