Please note that I just posted yesterdays writing. I didn't realize til just now that I hadn't done so. Please back track, and check it out first.
As to today, its all about decisions. After a bit of a reprimand from each and every one of my big sisters, I have already made the first one. I have decided that Ironman will not be a factor in when I proceed with surgery. If it's gonna interfere so be it. I will either opt out altogether, or modify my expectations. I am coming to terms with that slowly but surely. Thanks Cory, Mary, Elly.
I still however have decisions to make around type of surgery, and the specific doctor. You see the local guy does not implant a lens designed specifically to counteract astigmatism, and so if I want to go that route I will have to go see someone else. Apparently that type of lens has a little bit more risk involved, and of course my waiting period will be longer. In the next couple of days I will decide my direction.
I'm still trying to collect data, but it hit me tonite that I'm never gonna get everything I need to make a 100% decision. It also hit me that this situation is the exact same one I came across so many times during my business years. Anyone can make a decision when all the data is clear. It takes a certain amount of courage, and a certain amount of self confidence to make decisions when everything is not clear, And I'm okay with that.
Todays workouts were not too bad. I was a bit sluggish in the pool but it still doesn't feel like work, and that's what really counts. After a few warmup laps I swam 1350 metres, as I continue to add 50 metres every time out.
And my run was in the stinking cold again, and while I was starting to bog down at 6 or 7 kms, I finished the 10k feeling strong.
swim 1350 2:07/100, run 10 kms 5:27/km
"When your values are clear to you, making decisions becomes easier."---Roy E Disney
Love
Peter
As to today, its all about decisions. After a bit of a reprimand from each and every one of my big sisters, I have already made the first one. I have decided that Ironman will not be a factor in when I proceed with surgery. If it's gonna interfere so be it. I will either opt out altogether, or modify my expectations. I am coming to terms with that slowly but surely. Thanks Cory, Mary, Elly.
I still however have decisions to make around type of surgery, and the specific doctor. You see the local guy does not implant a lens designed specifically to counteract astigmatism, and so if I want to go that route I will have to go see someone else. Apparently that type of lens has a little bit more risk involved, and of course my waiting period will be longer. In the next couple of days I will decide my direction.
I'm still trying to collect data, but it hit me tonite that I'm never gonna get everything I need to make a 100% decision. It also hit me that this situation is the exact same one I came across so many times during my business years. Anyone can make a decision when all the data is clear. It takes a certain amount of courage, and a certain amount of self confidence to make decisions when everything is not clear, And I'm okay with that.
Todays workouts were not too bad. I was a bit sluggish in the pool but it still doesn't feel like work, and that's what really counts. After a few warmup laps I swam 1350 metres, as I continue to add 50 metres every time out.
And my run was in the stinking cold again, and while I was starting to bog down at 6 or 7 kms, I finished the 10k feeling strong.
swim 1350 2:07/100, run 10 kms 5:27/km
"When your values are clear to you, making decisions becomes easier."---Roy E Disney
Love
Peter
I wish I had advice I could give, but all I can say is I'm glad you have wonderful, smart sisters who have helped and can help you, in making these decisions! Love you to the moon and back.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Michael
Regarding decisions, and data, I say shoot from the hip! I do it all the time. Worst case, you screw up and learn something, or lots of things. As far as surgery and its possible effect on ironman, I think you may be well served by seeing it for what it is.....a mental challenge, not a physical one! I just remembered a little conversation I had with you and Brett in the motorhome on the way to Welland about what the weather was going to be like for our half in Welland/Niagara. For a number of months now, I have been visualizing myself crossing the finish line in Mont Tremblant. The only thing that varies, as I haven't firmed up in my mind yet, it whether you are standing their waiting for me, or if you are still on the course. One thing that does not change is that you are dressed to race, not watch! That is all the advice you need Brother/Coach/Friend.
ReplyDeleteLove Happy, Odd, Lucky, Electric, John
Yeah, what John said!
ReplyDeleteYeah, what everyone else said. Ultimately , whatever decision you make will be the best one for you. Sorry I haven't been more supportive in the past few days. I guess I've been kinda preoccupied with my self.
ReplyDeleteLove,
Gail