In terms of yesterdays definition of success I should feel proud of myself right now. And indeed I do, because no matter what the task at hand, once one determines to accomplish it and then does so, satisfaction generally follows automatically.
So here I sit, feeling proud, and feeling like absolute crap! I finished my 30 kms, but it was way too tough, and probably not very good for me. At the very least, I don't think I added any fitness.
But so bit it. Live and learn, and all that. I am so damn stubborn that I need to do everything the hard way, and today was just a lovely example of that. Too bad I don't have a few more smarts to go with the stubbornness.
It's clear to me at this moment at least, that until I can find some answers to my problems I need to back off a bit. Let's see if I got the smarts?
run 30 kms, 5:43/km
"Be as smart as you can, but remember that it is always better to be wise than to be smart."---Alan Alda
Love
Peter
So here I sit, feeling proud, and feeling like absolute crap! I finished my 30 kms, but it was way too tough, and probably not very good for me. At the very least, I don't think I added any fitness.
But so bit it. Live and learn, and all that. I am so damn stubborn that I need to do everything the hard way, and today was just a lovely example of that. Too bad I don't have a few more smarts to go with the stubbornness.
It's clear to me at this moment at least, that until I can find some answers to my problems I need to back off a bit. Let's see if I got the smarts?
run 30 kms, 5:43/km
"Be as smart as you can, but remember that it is always better to be wise than to be smart."---Alan Alda
Love
Peter
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