My computer has this function (I think they all do) where I can set everything back to a time before everything went to hell. You only use it of course when everything goes to hell, and when you can't seem to figure out anything else. That's what I'm gonna do!
But not with my computer. Hell, I don't even know how to work that feature and would probably just end up throwing the whole thing away if it screwed up bad enough.
But while I don't know dick all about computers I know everything theres is to know about attitudes, having had one my entire life.
I'm setting my attitude back to some time in early september. At that point I was pretty well over the emotional trauma of my Ironman debacle, and I was starting to regain my positive outlook, not to mention that my workouts were getting back to "normal". It was at about the same time that I went to see the doctor and started learning about all these things that are wrong with me. I got heart block! I got high blood pressure! I got thyroid problems!...yadda, yadda, yadda! I had an ECG, a stress test, 2 ultrasounds, an Xray, and several blood tests.
And what do I really know after all that? As my old friend use to say I knew the square root of fuck all.
Seen the doc again today and told him I'm going off the thyroid stuff, even though the tests indicate a small dosage may be good for me. Blood pressure was high again in his office but I don't give a shit. I know it ain't always high.... so there! He gave me a puffer for my cough but I think it was just to shut me up about that. He listened to my lungs and said they sounded fine. I'm still thinking about whether I'm gonna use the puffer since it's clearly intended for asthma or COPD, neither of which I have. He wants to do a chest x-ray and so I'm gonna humour him. He will also do one more blood test to check my cortisol levels, but only because I told him that Cory thought it was a good idea.
So tomorrow I'm gonna get those two things done, and then I'm sending my attitude back! It's time to get on with life, and if I learned anything over the last 2 months it was that, "it's all bullshit"!
Michaels comment from the other day just keeps playing over and over ago in my head. "Maybe we should all just stop worrying" Game on!!
More tomorrow about my immediate workout plans. I am very determined to get on with it.
Computrainer 90 mins, 60 mins @144 watts
"My father taught me many years ago not to believe my own bullshit.”--- John Rolfe
But not with my computer. Hell, I don't even know how to work that feature and would probably just end up throwing the whole thing away if it screwed up bad enough.
But while I don't know dick all about computers I know everything theres is to know about attitudes, having had one my entire life.
I'm setting my attitude back to some time in early september. At that point I was pretty well over the emotional trauma of my Ironman debacle, and I was starting to regain my positive outlook, not to mention that my workouts were getting back to "normal". It was at about the same time that I went to see the doctor and started learning about all these things that are wrong with me. I got heart block! I got high blood pressure! I got thyroid problems!...yadda, yadda, yadda! I had an ECG, a stress test, 2 ultrasounds, an Xray, and several blood tests.
And what do I really know after all that? As my old friend use to say I knew the square root of fuck all.
Seen the doc again today and told him I'm going off the thyroid stuff, even though the tests indicate a small dosage may be good for me. Blood pressure was high again in his office but I don't give a shit. I know it ain't always high.... so there! He gave me a puffer for my cough but I think it was just to shut me up about that. He listened to my lungs and said they sounded fine. I'm still thinking about whether I'm gonna use the puffer since it's clearly intended for asthma or COPD, neither of which I have. He wants to do a chest x-ray and so I'm gonna humour him. He will also do one more blood test to check my cortisol levels, but only because I told him that Cory thought it was a good idea.
So tomorrow I'm gonna get those two things done, and then I'm sending my attitude back! It's time to get on with life, and if I learned anything over the last 2 months it was that, "it's all bullshit"!
Michaels comment from the other day just keeps playing over and over ago in my head. "Maybe we should all just stop worrying" Game on!!
More tomorrow about my immediate workout plans. I am very determined to get on with it.
Computrainer 90 mins, 60 mins @144 watts
"My father taught me many years ago not to believe my own bullshit.”--- John Rolfe
Love
Peter
:)
ReplyDeleteAlso, maybe the puffer, though not intended for someone like you, is just the little push you need to help you to get over this cough! I'd try it out for a little bit at least and see what happens. If it doesn't get better, than you say screw it!
Love,
Michael